Jisung would be lying if he said he didn't know when it started. The late night dreams clouded by sweats of fervour and sprinkles of utopia, the unwavering ache of desire and longing eclipsing his heart, turning it into nothing more than putty, the feeling of wanting to tear apart everyone of his members, letting them have him in anyway they wanted, anyway they needed. Jisung would be lying if he said he didn't know the exact pinpoint, the exact moment, the exact second. And Jisung would be lying if he said he didn't revel in his own hedonism, soak in its enticing waters, drown in them.
Or
Jisung writes fanfiction about his members.
And Minho's his biggest fan.
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Warnings: Explicit Language, Explicit Sexual Content.
Word Count So Far: 12,313
Ships:
-Han Jisung/Lee Minho
-Han Jisung/Bang Chan
-Bang Chan/Lee Felix
-Seo Changbin/Hwang Hyunjin/Kim Seungmin
-Bang Chan/Kim Woojin
Additional Tags: Chanlix, Woochan and Changbin/Hyunjin/Seungmin happen within Jisung's writing, Minsung and Chansung happen in Jisung's reality, Chanlix-Library, Changbin/Hyunjin/Seungmin-Club's bathroom, Semi-public sex, Library Sex, M/M/M threesome, Jisung doesn't write about Jeongin
"So you're telling me all this time you had no feelings for me? Are you fucking kidding me?"
"Seeing the affect I had on you drove me crazy to ruin you more."
A story where Minho pretends to love Seungmin who has nothing but pure affection for the elder only for that to get crushed by the elder himself.
...
"But I've always loved you hyung. Not for a moment did I stop loving you."
A story where Jisung loves Minho more than anything yet destiny forces them to part ways, repeatedly.
Who will Minho choose?
Main ships: Minsung
2MIN
Seungjin
⚠️Warning⚠️: Contains self-harm,
mention of suicide,
Smut