I waited for him.

"Vyne! Vyne! Kausapin mo naman ako" sabay hawak sa braso ko ni Lourd. "Alam mo naman na tungkol sa school pinag-uusapan namin eh, araw araw nalang ba Vyne?"

"Yan ang hirap sa'yo Lourd, lahat nalang school school, ex mo yun! Akala nyo ba 'di ko alam pinaggagawa nyo?" tangina naiiyak na ako pero I kept biting my lips so that my tears won't fall down. Palagi nalang kami nag aaway dahil sa ex nya. Hindi naman kami ganito dati.

"Lourd... Do you still love me?" he's looking at me with sad, teary eyes. I expected him to say yes. Because that's what he always do.

"I love you Vyne, but give me some time to think. I'm starting to get insane" My tears fell down. Lourd! Why? I thought, I thought you won't get tired of me? I thought you love me? Why?

"Why now, Lourd?" I managed to ask while my tears are falling down like wtf. It fucking hurts.

"Siguro masyado pa tayong bata para sa ganitong bagay... Para masaktan." he smiled while slowly walking away from me. He smiled while his tears are falling down.

"Viendyre, walang magmamahal sayo kung ganyan ugali mo. You're too much. You're young and immature. Goodbye Vyne." and there he said it. With rain sitting beside me. Words that broke my heart. He left me. And I know it's not good but I am thankful for some reason. Do you know why?

"Lourd, you'll come back right?" I smiled at him for the last time. It was raining and I couldn't understand what he said but I ran to the opposite side of the road. This is fucking bullshit. I can't.

Time changes people.