Summer of the New Me (on hold)
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  • Reads 41
  • Votes 1
  • Parts 5
  • Time 13m
Ongoing, First published Aug 05, 2014
So I've been through some pretty hard times.

I just want some people to understand that what they say really does hurt. I've been living with my brother this summer to get over it. That was until I met him, he helped me through most of it until he came back to hurt me and make sure I didn't recover from it this time.

Hi I'm Ella. Ella Horan. I've been living with my brother Niall all summer and I'm just here to write down what has happened I guess. I'm on the shorter side at a height of 4'9. And I'm 19 years old. Other than that I look like Niall but like a girl. Duhh. I die my hair too, soooo. I'm really quiet cause of some... things....  that have happened to me in the past year. I'm now in London staying with one direction but I've said that soooo... That's me. Not much to tell. If you wanna know more I guess you should read on. But it's your choice to care or not.
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