He who was falling in love with his husband even though the marriage was basically an arrangement one. The pressure from the in-laws, from people. Who thought that a once happy, cheerful and positive man would be like this? Hiding the sadness behind those smiles? "If loving you bring pains to me, I love you beyond everything" --- This is an alternate universe of Tay and New stories where you can found a familiar characters with different personalities, where I try modify to fit the stories. A quite slow and emotional story because I demand for a sad ending in Dark Blue Kiss, excuse my pathetic and angst self.