Delusions (depressed deku)
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Last published Tue, Jan 7, 2020
Ever since Izuku started U.A, Katsuki's bullying had gotten worse. When the bullying got worse, Izuku started to hurt himself. Sometimes near fatal. He started to struggle with anxiety and depression and developed schizophrenia. Sometimes his schizophrenia would get so bad that he would almost kill himself. After a while, Izuku got tired of it and nearly ended his life until Todoroki saved him
(Trigger warnings: Self harm, abuse, bullying, and suicide attempt (maybe inappropriate content to some viewers...?)
idk why I'm obsessed with Tododeku 0-0
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