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If I Were Allowed To Love You

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Parts 50
Time 7h 24m

jackson_terrance

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Since Melissa was born, she's never missed her aim. No matter where she aims one of her daggers or knives, she never misses her target, just like every other woman in her lineage. Being a champion knife thrower, Melissa has been ostracized from her school peers, but she doesn't care. All that matters is that she has her best friend Theo. 

When she meets librarian Ryan, Theo really wants her to date him. However, since Ryan is her best friend's brother, she doesn't want to date him. It would be a lot easier if Ryan came out as a werewolf to Melissa and explained that they were soulmates, but since he's afraid she'll feel forced to love him back, he wants to wait until she falls for him before he decides to tell her.

That plan fails when she runs away from home to help make money to support her and her father. But when she comes back to town seven years later, it seems as though he has a second chance to be with his mate. And with Theo meeting his, it seems like fate is finally on their side.

The only problem: Ryan and Theo's mates are now engaged to each other.

Will Ryan and Theo have a happy ending with their mates, or will they never tell them the truth and let them be blissfully unaware forever? You have to set your love free, but if they come back, never let them go.All Rights Reserved

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Worthless (Unedited Version) by GaySensei

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Learning to Live Again by bear8tea

(BoyXBoy) Death has a strange way of working. While it takes away someone you love it can bring you closer to someone you never thought you would get along with. You'll have to find a way settle your differences to find a way to live again. Damien is your typical outcast. He has the strange looks, he doesn't speak out, his only friend is the quite new boy who's parents had been murdered not even a year ago, not to mention he's most likely gay. When Sam, the only person Damien had thought of as a love interest, dies strange things start happening, he pretty sure the ghost of Sam is following him around, he's just seeing things...right? Being taken away from the only person you have ever loved can kill you. For Noah living without Sam, a boy he has only known for a few months, is pure hell. It's like he had died along with the younger boy. He locks himself in his room and doesn't talk to anyone. He's finally forced to go to a therapy, that's when he meets Damien. The two are connected by the death of the only person they have ever loved. Will this be a good thing? How do they react knowing they both fell from the same person? And was that really the ghost of Sam that Damien saw, or was he just seeing things? Ghost aren't real...or are they?

EVER AFTER by natsume1988

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Impress Me Not: The Writer by Saturn_Passion

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Worthless (Unedited Version)

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