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I Can't Go Back

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|SPOILERS FOR THE FORCE AWAKENS, THE LAST JEDI, AND RETURN OF SKYWALKER|

For the background information, it would probably be a good idea to watch some of the newer Star Wars movies if you've never seen any of them. Otherwise you'd probably be confused. 

Ben Solo is conflicted. Ever since he was just fifteen years old he has had a dark presence in his mind, a dark manipulative voice that infected his mind until he became the violent and destructive machine that Supreme Leader Snoke wanted him to be. 
But now there's a presence. A light presence within the force that he can sense pulling him to the light. This presence is Rey, just some nobody scavenger from Jakku. And yet she has the power to affect Kylo Ren in ways that he never thought possible. 

A Rylo storyAll Rights Reserved

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Star Wars 'What If?': The Force Awakens by commanderfarewell

What If Rey was introduced as a mandalorian princess and not a scavenger? What if Finn was a mandalorian soldier and served under her? What if Rey's mother is still alive? What if Ben Solo played a crucial part in her childhood? What if Rey was a part of Luke's Jedi Academy but left when a trauma hits? What if Alderaan is still standing? Why don't you have a look and figure it out? This is what could've happened in another's reality...

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Kylo Ren x Reader// "You have no love for anyone. Not even yourself." You are a pilot for the Resistance. But now it's your chance to call the shots. Your newest mission? Infiltrate the First Order and keep a close watch. You will make sure the First Order will fail. You and the Resistance will return order to the galaxy. Kylo Ren, Supreme leader, is left bitter and angry. The Resistance is still alive, and he is left broken hearted from Rey's seeming betrayal. He will end the Jedi. He will end the Resistance. The First Order will rule the galaxy. With the risks taken be worth it? Can you truly find balance, or has the light been gone for too long?

Find The Balance by Forceghostlissa

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The Broken Ones | REYLO [Complete] by thenewskywalker

A girl searching for her place in the galaxy. A boy fighting to take control of his destiny. And the bond that runs deeper than either of them could've imagined. It's been a month since Rey began her training with Luke Skywalker. Everyone said Kylo Ren had perished along with Starkiller Base, but she knew better. She felt his presence, a nudging in the Force that pulsed with life. No matter how hard Rey tries, she can't stop thinking of him. Her captor. Those haunting dark eyes, staring into her soul, a mirror image of her own. Their souls are so different, yet the same, and she can't get him out of her head. Turns out, he can't stop thinking about her, either. Highest rank: #1 in TheLastJedi 3.27.19 #1 in TRoS 12.26.19 #1 in DarkSide 3.26.20 #1 in Reylo 5.9.20 / 4.3.24 #79 in Fanfiction 5.16.22 (Cover art by Cam Sharpe VFX)

To the End: Reylo {Complete} by leapinggrace

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My Love, My Bonded by its-kira

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