2020
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Ongoing5m
Last published Tue, Mar 17, 2020
Dear reader,
I decided to use this diary to talk about my thoughts, worries or anything that comes to my mind.
Last year, I started one private diary in a Word that I used to write almost every day. On it, I wrote every single thing that happened to me. I held it dear. Unfortunately, for reasons I cannot understand, I lost it, forever. One the one hand, I truly believe the destiny wanted me to lose it since the things I typed are things I wish they would not happen to me again. I truly believe life wanted to give me another chance to recover myself and to be strong and happy again.
So dear reader, you are more than welcome to walk with me in this new year, to stay and to enjoy...
Best wishes,
Marina
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