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Sterling

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Time 12h 42m

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abuse angst angstwithhappyending anxiety boyxboy btsfanfic depression gaylove hoseok jeongguk jimin jungkook kookv lgbt lgbtpride mentalhealth namjin namjoon ptsd selfharm seokjin taehyung taekook texttospeech yoongi yoonmin

It was inevitable. It always has been. From the rumors at his school to his taunting parents behind closed doors, it was always rough. 

Fake smiles and forced laughs were all he needed to get through the day- to show he was fine, but behind it all was a teenage boy, struggling to find his own happiness with all the demons taking over his mind. 

He's grown used to it all. The demons, the bullies, the fake happiness- it was all molded and fit in his life almost... perfectly. Without it, he wouldn't be known as Kim Taehyung; the boy everyone hates, but no one notices. 

Well, he can't really say that anymore when the school's intimidating and popular jock becomes his bulletproof vest. 

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Started: 1/6/20

Finished: 4/24/20All Rights Reserved

abuse angst angstwithhappyending anxiety boyxboy btsfanfic depression gaylove hoseok jeongguk jimin jungkook kookv lgbt lgbtpride mentalhealth namjin namjoon ptsd selfharm seokjin taehyung taekook texttospeech yoongi yoonmin

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My Bully (Yoonmin) by An_Unbiased_ARMY

When an orange haired boy named Jimin arrived at a new school on the first day, he wasn't surprised when he already started to be bullied. What Jimin was more intrigued by, was the mint haired boy named Yoongi and his entourage that chose to bully him. Little did Jimin know, the underlying reason for the bullying was not what he, or anyone else would have expected. Background Ships: -Namjin -Taekook A/N: If you are like me and want to know what you are getting into, read on. This story is in first person so I apologies for the extensive use of the word "I." Also, I'm hopefully not the only soft souled person that can't handle stories that don't end happily. This story (Spoiler) does end happily. So don't worry too much. :) -Completed

Promises by taewitsumkookies

When his father's job causes them to move to a new town, Jungkook couldn't care less. It's not that he has no emotion or is depressed or anything, he just has nothing to care about in their now, old town. He has no friends to leave behind or to miss because he doesn't trust anyone. Since his the deal with his parents was for him to make new friends in order for him to go to public school, he decides to talk to people. He quickly gets 5 friends. Happy with this number, he doesn't plan on talking to anyone else until a certain boy in his science class catches his attention. When Jungkook and this kid are made partners for a science project, they are forced to talk to each other. The kid, Kim Taehyung, has a secret that no one needs to know. It's the cause of his quietness, his depression, his actions. Jungkook, being the caring person he naturally, is, wants to help Taehyung. He understands the feeling of being alone, so he wants to be Taehyng's friend, despite what his 5 other friends have to say about Taehyung. Will Taehyung's secret cause his and Jungkook's friend to end right after it has begun? Or, will it give it the chance to grow into something more than a friendship? Top!Taehyung Bottom!Jungkook Side ships: Yoonmin Namjoon Posted: 12/5/18

Your Spring Day (Taekook) by littleLion4321

Taehyung ignored Jungkook's shirtless posture, the way his muscles were bending to the moves of his hands, the way the sweat was dripping off his messy hair. He was so messed up, so heartbroken yet torn between those loves. Mr. Yoongi was getting married, he has never meant to be his and Jungkook, Jungkook loved Jimin. Taehyung suddenly broke out into sobs. "Taehyung! What happened!" Jungkook's worried tone was more then enough to drive him nuts from confusion. Instead of answering Taehyung stormed into the ballroom leaning against the lockers, clenching his fists to hit the metal. "Taehyung! Hey! Stop, you'll damage yourself," the melody of Jungkook's laugh was like music when Taehyung looked up into this precious face. "Mr. Yoongi is getting married," whispered the boy who's breath caught up in his lungs at the sight. Jungkook never stopped smiling approaching him closely, so closely he almost pressed him to the lockers. Taehyung's heart nearly left his chest from beating. "Maybe there is someone else, who could make you happy," Jungkook's whisper was so raspy, Taehyung could barely distinguish words, smooth fingertips brushed his cheek sending a lightning eruption into each of his cells. "Who ?" The world has stopped to turn in Taehyung's head. ---------- Jungkook is freshly out of delinquent's school, the rumors circling around him are more then wild, his appearance has disturbed the daily life of a lost village and he carries a secret, heavier and darker than anybody could suspect. Can a shy waiter become his healing, sanity and a new chapter or is it way too late? ---- Updates each Tuesday and Friday

Pain Suffering Love | Vkook by taecxx

Broken, Taehyung's parents moved him to a new city for a new start. The shy, fragile boy, lucky enough to have made three friends, suffered judging from his classmates daily for his behavior. Thinking he would always possess the title "too weird to make friends", he felt hopless until the day his principal changed his schedule to bring his grades up. He met Jeongguk who constantly tried to talk and befriend him looking past his odd changing behavior and actions. Strong feelings, strict parents, jealous girls, and old ex's can tear the boys apart or bring them close together. •cover by @MiRaeKim347• ❗Trigger Warning❗ -mental illness -abuse (subtle mentions of r*pe) -violence -bad language -harassment -maybe sexual content ◌Highest Ranking◌ -bottomtae #1 -dissociation #1 -dissociative #1 -identity #7 -topkook #83 -disorder #18 -mentaldisorder #1 -disorders #17 -taekook #170 -btsboys #68 -psychological #53 -sope #91 -mentalhealth #40 ||•All events and situations created in this book are only created for fiction. Names of characters used in this book have no relation to any of the events in the story. This story is made steictly for fun to read and for taekook shippere to enjoy•||

ILLUSION [yoonmin] by YoongiAndHisMochi

Au where Jimin stays in a mental treatment center but he doesnt realise he's sick. He lives in his own head and imagination. Playing with his friends, eating with them and having fun. But this was all in his head. in reality he was all alone in his room. One day a new psychiatrist from outside comes and takes Jimin under his care. his name is Yoongi. He will try to help Jimin and make him see the reality that the boy was trying to hard to not believe and see.... but what wasnt the plan was for the doctor to actually feel more for the boy. warnings: -BoyxBoy -abuse, violence -rape -depression -mention of suicide attempt -smut -fluff -happy end

Hidding (Sope) by _minou_13

Book 1 Min Yoongi only had his mother. His father didn't accept Yoongi being gay. He even forced him to be with a girl but that didn't change anything, it only caused him to care for a baby. He ended up giving Yoongi a bad beating the day he came out so his mom left him. His mom supported Yoongi and still loved him like if nothing had changed. They had a great bond with eachother and Yoongi was gratefull. Of course they had moved away from his dad meaning they had to change schools. Jung Hoseok only had his father. His mother died when he was 10 years old. His father blamed him for her death and abused him. His mother knew Hobi was gay and had never told his father since he knew his father was homophobic. Of course he had found out by seeing Hoseok kissing a guy making things only worst for him. Ontop of all the pain he always had a smile on his lips WARNINGS: Abuse Self Harm Homophobia Mature contect Swearing

Magic word;yoonmin by bela_3

Hi I am park jimin I can't believe what I am going to say now but my heart was unconscious for awhile now, so many people confessing their feelings and I'm not 1% moved,first I thought the problem was me till that happened. yoonmin story this will also has another ships namjin,teakook maybe hobi is just our sunshine and my love actually this idea came to me at 3 AM with no internet connection just bear with me I am good at writing ** this actions in the story is completely fictional my head's work made for fun not to offend anyone.

Bad Idol | Taegi✔️ by Mai_Spring

•TAEGI• "You're such a bad Idol, Taehyung." Yoongi argued with the taller man. "You just used your fame to get into a girl's pants. Don't you feel guilty at all?" Taehyung laughed at that. "You have no room to talk, Min Yoongi." He said. "I'm sure that your little boyfriend would love to know that I fucked you senseless last night, wouldn't he?" Taehyung smirked at Yoongi. ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Min Yoongi has a great life. He has the perfect boyfriend, living in the perfect house together, having the bestest friend by his side- But he just always felt a void in his perfect life. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't deny it. One day, Yoongi meets the famous and most breathtakingly handsome idol there is. Kim Taehyung- also known for his stage name, V. When Yoongi meets the said idol, his life changes. He no longer feels the void in his heart, but he doesn't want to risk losing everything merely for V, a complete stranger to him. He can't just risk his life for an idol. - Top: Taehyung Bottom: Yoongi +kiNkYiSh ~ I usually do Yoonkook stories, but I like me some good Taegi as well lol 😂 enjoy 💕 - Completed: Sept. 1, 2019 (happy birthday kookie)

Fighting [TaeJin] by frozenfrost

Jin was mistreated his whole life. Harassed, physically and mentally, Jin decided he was done with it all. Brocken and desperate, Jin finally left the hurtful hands of his Uncle after 20 years; now at the age of 24. Jin constantly fights the urge to return to his old habits of self harm and harsh thoughts, at sometimes giving in. Along the lines, Jin finds his truth, his happiness in life. His savior. His angel. WARNING: self harm, trigger warning This story and cover belongs to me, please do not copy. Started: 19 August, 2015 Ended: 25 April, 2016 Edited: ⚪ Mostly Sequel: ✔Yes Other stories by me: Over Love (Sequel to Fighting [TaeJin]) , I Don't Understand [JiHope]

Paradise in You | sope by sopemoni

❝They look at us as if we're some strange specimen they can't figure out... like we're ridden with diseases that they have to cure- going as far as to compare us to murderers to satisfy their homophobia. But, we're just like them. Nothing's changed about you, Yoongi. I promise.❞ There were two things that Yoongi Min internalized at the start of his high school career. Number one: The only right word is the word of God, and it is the only word to listen to. Number two: Stay away from Hoseok Jung, his former best friend, the embodiment of sin itself. Now, at the end of his high school career, Yoongi Min is struggling adhering to both. _______________ ongoing; uploaded by parts originally written for Sope Fest 2021 on AO3!

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My Bully (Yoonmin) cover

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Pain Suffering Love | Vkook cover

ILLUSION [yoonmin] cover

Hidding (Sope) cover

Magic word;yoonmin cover

Bad Idol | Taegi✔️ cover

Fighting [TaeJin] cover

Paradise in You | sope cover

My Bully (Yoonmin)

When an orange haired boy named Jimin arrived at a new school on the first day, he wasn't surprised when he already started to be bullied. What Jimin was more intrigued by, was the mint haired boy named Yoongi and his entourage that chose to bully him. Little did Jimin know, the underlying reason for the bullying was not what he, or anyone else would have expected. Background Ships: -Namjin -Taekook A/N: If you are like me and want to know what you are getting into, read on. This story is in first person so I apologies for the extensive use of the word "I." Also, I'm hopefully not the only soft souled person that can't handle stories that don't end happily. This story (Spoiler) does end happily. So don't worry too much. :) -Completed