Sterling
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It was inevitable. It always has been. From the rumors at his school to his taunting parents behind closed doors, it was always rough.
Fake smiles and forced laughs were all he needed to get through the day- to show he was fine, but behind it all was a teenage boy, struggling to find his own happiness with all the demons taking over his mind.
He's grown used to it all. The demons, the bullies, the fake happiness- it was all molded and fit in his life almost... perfectly. Without it, he wouldn't be known as Kim Taehyung; the boy everyone hates, but no one notices.
Well, he can't really say that anymore when the school's intimidating and popular jock becomes his bulletproof vest.
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Started: 1/6/20
Finished: 4/24/20
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