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Sterling

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Reads 701,234
Votes 38,877
Parts 70
Time 12h 42m

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abuse angst angstwithhappyending anxiety boyxboy btsfanfic depression gaylove hoseok jeongguk jimin jungkook kookv lgbt lgbtpride mentalhealth namjin namjoon ptsd selfharm seokjin taehyung taekook texttospeech yoongi yoonmin

It was inevitable. It always has been. From the rumors at his school to his taunting parents behind closed doors, it was always rough. 

Fake smiles and forced laughs were all he needed to get through the day- to show he was fine, but behind it all was a teenage boy, struggling to find his own happiness with all the demons taking over his mind. 

He's grown used to it all. The demons, the bullies, the fake happiness- it was all molded and fit in his life almost... perfectly. Without it, he wouldn't be known as Kim Taehyung; the boy everyone hates, but no one notices. 

Well, he can't really say that anymore when the school's intimidating and popular jock becomes his bulletproof vest. 

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Started: 1/6/20

Finished: 4/24/20All Rights Reserved

abuse angst angstwithhappyending anxiety boyxboy btsfanfic depression gaylove hoseok jeongguk jimin jungkook kookv lgbt lgbtpride mentalhealth namjin namjoon ptsd selfharm seokjin taehyung taekook texttospeech yoongi yoonmin

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My fake boyfriend | VMIN by CrenRd

The year he was fifteen, Park Jimin realized he was gay, and that he fell in love with a hot guy the same gender he was! Jimin spied on the other's online friend group, payed attention to that person's every move, and privately, started his fanatical fanboying actions. Unfortunately, the hot guy he liked was someone who changed girlfriends like he changed clothes, a pretentious and straight male. A few years later, Jimin and the hot guy he was secretly in love with got into the same university and became good friends. In order to prevent his beloved from hating him, Jimin repressed his true feelings and forced himself to pretend to be a 24k, pure gold straight guy. ...... Having high-spec looks, Kim Taehyung was a networking expert, but in order to preserve his all-around shining and popular hearthrob image, he always hid his true sexuality, that he was gay. He got himself (fake) girlfriends all throughout school, literally playing himself into being branded as a skirt-chaser. Until one day, he met his true love. The other looked delicate and gentle, cold and out-of-reach, as if the ideal lover he'd dreamed of in his heart. Except, there was just one thing. That guy also looked completely straight...... In short, this is the love story of two scared, in-the-closet gay guys pretending to be straight while mutually trying to feel the other out.

Pain Suffering Love | Vkook by taecxx

Broken, Taehyung's parents moved him to a new city for a new start. The shy, fragile boy, lucky enough to have made three friends, suffered judging from his classmates daily for his behavior. Thinking he would always possess the title "too weird to make friends", he felt hopless until the day his principal changed his schedule to bring his grades up. He met Jeongguk who constantly tried to talk and befriend him looking past his odd changing behavior and actions. Strong feelings, strict parents, jealous girls, and old ex's can tear the boys apart or bring them close together. •cover by @MiRaeKim347• ❗Trigger Warning❗ -mental illness -abuse (subtle mentions of r*pe) -violence -bad language -harassment -maybe sexual content ◌Highest Ranking◌ -bottomtae #1 -dissociation #1 -dissociative #1 -identity #7 -topkook #83 -disorder #18 -mentaldisorder #1 -disorders #17 -taekook #170 -btsboys #68 -psychological #53 -sope #91 -mentalhealth #40 ||•All events and situations created in this book are only created for fiction. Names of characters used in this book have no relation to any of the events in the story. This story is made steictly for fun to read and for taekook shippere to enjoy•||

P l e a s e . . . [ Taekook - Self-Harm AU ] ⚠️ by NoonaNora

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ ☆Includes: Depression, self-harm, bullying, manipulation, and others. Don't read if you have a problem with it. ~ Jeon Jungkook is a young student that struggles with problems at home. Not just with his parents, but with money as well. At school, it's no different. Students bullied and targeted him because of his problems, which he had no control over. Not only that, but he was in a toxic relationship with a boy named Baekhyun. But all of a sudden, Jungkook meets another boy. Kim Taehyung. He tried not to get attached to him, but Taehyung was sucked right into him. He took a liking toward Jungkook, leaving him no choice but to deal with it. Jungkook thought Taehyung would be like everyone else and turn his back on him. But he didn't. Instead, he helped him without even realizing it. Maybe they're just friends... Maybe something more will start to sizzle... ~ I'm sorry if there are any errors in the story. Sort of just an idea that popped up in my head in the middle of the night. Hope you like it nonetheless!

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Found You | KV ✓ by Taekookguards

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