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Sterling

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Parts 70
Time 12h 42m

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abuse angst angstwithhappyending anxiety boyxboy btsfanfic depression gaylove hoseok jeongguk jimin jungkook kookv lgbt lgbtpride mentalhealth namjin namjoon ptsd selfharm seokjin taehyung taekook texttospeech yoongi yoonmin

It was inevitable. It always has been. From the rumors at his school to his taunting parents behind closed doors, it was always rough. 

Fake smiles and forced laughs were all he needed to get through the day- to show he was fine, but behind it all was a teenage boy, struggling to find his own happiness with all the demons taking over his mind. 

He's grown used to it all. The demons, the bullies, the fake happiness- it was all molded and fit in his life almost... perfectly. Without it, he wouldn't be known as Kim Taehyung; the boy everyone hates, but no one notices. 

Well, he can't really say that anymore when the school's intimidating and popular jock becomes his bulletproof vest. 

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Started: 1/6/20

Finished: 4/24/20All Rights Reserved

abuse angst angstwithhappyending anxiety boyxboy btsfanfic depression gaylove hoseok jeongguk jimin jungkook kookv lgbt lgbtpride mentalhealth namjin namjoon ptsd selfharm seokjin taehyung taekook texttospeech yoongi yoonmin

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In His House | COMPLETED by NayaD1

Park Jimin was a college student who was looking for a place to live, but he never imagined that the place he moved in was the house of the boy who he used to be in love with when they were in high school. Yoongi has always hated Jimin, and he broke his heart years ago. He was the reason why Jimin had no confidence and now they have to live together. Will they be able to survive, living under the same roof? Is Jimin already over him or will it be a hell to live in his house? Apr/07/2019 Sep/16/2020

Fighting [TaeJin] by frozenfrost

Jin was mistreated his whole life. Harassed, physically and mentally, Jin decided he was done with it all. Brocken and desperate, Jin finally left the hurtful hands of his Uncle after 20 years; now at the age of 24. Jin constantly fights the urge to return to his old habits of self harm and harsh thoughts, at sometimes giving in. Along the lines, Jin finds his truth, his happiness in life. His savior. His angel. WARNING: self harm, trigger warning This story and cover belongs to me, please do not copy. Started: 19 August, 2015 Ended: 25 April, 2016 Edited: ⚪ Mostly Sequel: ✔Yes Other stories by me: Over Love (Sequel to Fighting [TaeJin]) , I Don't Understand [JiHope]

P l e a s e . . . [ Taekook - Self-Harm AU ] ⚠️ by NoonaNora

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ ☆Includes: Depression, self-harm, bullying, manipulation, and others. Don't read if you have a problem with it. ~ Jeon Jungkook is a young student that struggles with problems at home. Not just with his parents, but with money as well. At school, it's no different. Students bullied and targeted him because of his problems, which he had no control over. Not only that, but he was in a toxic relationship with a boy named Baekhyun. But all of a sudden, Jungkook meets another boy. Kim Taehyung. He tried not to get attached to him, but Taehyung was sucked right into him. He took a liking toward Jungkook, leaving him no choice but to deal with it. Jungkook thought Taehyung would be like everyone else and turn his back on him. But he didn't. Instead, he helped him without even realizing it. Maybe they're just friends... Maybe something more will start to sizzle... ~ I'm sorry if there are any errors in the story. Sort of just an idea that popped up in my head in the middle of the night. Hope you like it nonetheless!

Helping you - BTS Jungkook x Reader by bangtanxxo

Y/n's whole life constant obstacles have been thrown her way and she has no one to help her overcome them. Overtime, they have all brought her down to the point where life has become unbearable. She's not living, she's just not dying. She turns to unhealthy coping mechanisms and her mental health plummets. Just when she feels she can no longer endure this hell a new boy comes to her side... Jeon Jungkook, a boy with a dark past that he's trying to escape. Can he change her life for the better? Or will they just drag each other down? TRIGGER WARNING!!

Is It Love? || Jikook [COMPLETED] by goldenmingukkie

Jungkook stared at Jimin watching his eyes rapidly blink as if he were trying not to cry. Jungkook let go of one of Jimin's thighs, reached upward and wrapped his hand around the back of Jimin's neck, using it to maneuver Jimin's head back down to look at him. "I won't leave you alone this time." Jimin wanted to say that Jungkook couldn't guarantee that, probably wouldn't even remember telling him that with the alcohol swimming through his veins but it didn't matter because Jimin already knew what was going to happen. Jimin was going to let him have him again. Jimin was going to believe his words because just like Jungkook, Jimin couldn't stop thinking about him. The way Jungkook made him feel pleasure in ways he never had felt before. Jimin had begun to feel a lot of things that he had never felt before meeting Jungkook. or Jimin gives into Jungkook over and over choosing to believe Jungkook's hollow promises. Jungkook, knowing it's wrong, continues to leave Jimin to wake up alone. While Jimin grapples with feelings of abandonment, Jungkook struggles to accept that Jimin means more to him than someone he just beds.

Paradise in You | sope by sopemoni

❝They look at us as if we're some strange specimen they can't figure out... like we're ridden with diseases that they have to cure- going as far as to compare us to murderers to satisfy their homophobia. But, we're just like them. Nothing's changed about you, Yoongi. I promise.❞ There were two things that Yoongi Min internalized at the start of his high school career. Number one: The only right word is the word of God, and it is the only word to listen to. Number two: Stay away from Hoseok Jung, his former best friend, the embodiment of sin itself. Now, at the end of his high school career, Yoongi Min is struggling adhering to both. _______________ ongoing; uploaded by parts originally written for Sope Fest 2021 on AO3!

Pain Suffering Love | Vkook by taecxx

Broken, Taehyung's parents moved him to a new city for a new start. The shy, fragile boy, lucky enough to have made three friends, suffered judging from his classmates daily for his behavior. Thinking he would always possess the title "too weird to make friends", he felt hopless until the day his principal changed his schedule to bring his grades up. He met Jeongguk who constantly tried to talk and befriend him looking past his odd changing behavior and actions. Strong feelings, strict parents, jealous girls, and old ex's can tear the boys apart or bring them close together. •cover by @MiRaeKim347• ❗Trigger Warning❗ -mental illness -abuse (subtle mentions of r*pe) -violence -bad language -harassment -maybe sexual content ◌Highest Ranking◌ -bottomtae #1 -dissociation #1 -dissociative #1 -identity #7 -topkook #83 -disorder #18 -mentaldisorder #1 -disorders #17 -taekook #170 -btsboys #68 -psychological #53 -sope #91 -mentalhealth #40 ||•All events and situations created in this book are only created for fiction. Names of characters used in this book have no relation to any of the events in the story. This story is made steictly for fun to read and for taekook shippere to enjoy•||

My fake boyfriend | VMIN by CrenRd

The year he was fifteen, Park Jimin realized he was gay, and that he fell in love with a hot guy the same gender he was! Jimin spied on the other's online friend group, payed attention to that person's every move, and privately, started his fanatical fanboying actions. Unfortunately, the hot guy he liked was someone who changed girlfriends like he changed clothes, a pretentious and straight male. A few years later, Jimin and the hot guy he was secretly in love with got into the same university and became good friends. In order to prevent his beloved from hating him, Jimin repressed his true feelings and forced himself to pretend to be a 24k, pure gold straight guy. ...... Having high-spec looks, Kim Taehyung was a networking expert, but in order to preserve his all-around shining and popular hearthrob image, he always hid his true sexuality, that he was gay. He got himself (fake) girlfriends all throughout school, literally playing himself into being branded as a skirt-chaser. Until one day, he met his true love. The other looked delicate and gentle, cold and out-of-reach, as if the ideal lover he'd dreamed of in his heart. Except, there was just one thing. That guy also looked completely straight...... In short, this is the love story of two scared, in-the-closet gay guys pretending to be straight while mutually trying to feel the other out.

Crazy Baby by forevermoonchild

Kim Seokjin has lived practically his entire young life in the psych ward. Although he's a 25 year old man, he lives the life of a mentally 10 year old boy. He suffers from a serious form of child regression and because of a traumatizing accident when he was young his development was stunted. No one can figure out the cause and Seokjin himself doesn't remember. He lives in the childrens ward where everyone treats him as a child. Kim Namjoon is a new doctor appointed to Seokjin's case to cure him. The only problem is that he harbors dark secrets he hides-he's a serial killer posing as the most caring and sweet doctor. What happens when he sets his sights on his innocent patient...and kidnaps him. Will he kill him or heal him? How do both their pasts intertwine and bring them together once more? Warning: this book includes the following- •rape/violent situations(obviously serial killer-duh!) •namjin •abuse psychological and physical •patient abuse •side ships bts(other groups too probably idk yet)vhope •army stress/death of army?

Magic word;yoonmin by bela_3

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