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Sterling

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Reads 701,220
Votes 38,877
Parts 70
Time 12h 42m

Mature

abuse angst angstwithhappyending anxiety boyxboy btsfanfic depression gaylove hoseok jeongguk jimin jungkook kookv lgbt lgbtpride mentalhealth namjin namjoon ptsd selfharm seokjin taehyung taekook texttospeech yoongi yoonmin

It was inevitable. It always has been. From the rumors at his school to his taunting parents behind closed doors, it was always rough. 

Fake smiles and forced laughs were all he needed to get through the day- to show he was fine, but behind it all was a teenage boy, struggling to find his own happiness with all the demons taking over his mind. 

He's grown used to it all. The demons, the bullies, the fake happiness- it was all molded and fit in his life almost... perfectly. Without it, he wouldn't be known as Kim Taehyung; the boy everyone hates, but no one notices. 

Well, he can't really say that anymore when the school's intimidating and popular jock becomes his bulletproof vest. 

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Started: 1/6/20

Finished: 4/24/20All Rights Reserved

abuse angst angstwithhappyending anxiety boyxboy btsfanfic depression gaylove hoseok jeongguk jimin jungkook kookv lgbt lgbtpride mentalhealth namjin namjoon ptsd selfharm seokjin taehyung taekook texttospeech yoongi yoonmin

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Pain Suffering Love | Vkook by taecxx

Broken, Taehyung's parents moved him to a new city for a new start. The shy, fragile boy, lucky enough to have made three friends, suffered judging from his classmates daily for his behavior. Thinking he would always possess the title "too weird to make friends", he felt hopless until the day his principal changed his schedule to bring his grades up. He met Jeongguk who constantly tried to talk and befriend him looking past his odd changing behavior and actions. Strong feelings, strict parents, jealous girls, and old ex's can tear the boys apart or bring them close together. •cover by @MiRaeKim347• ❗Trigger Warning❗ -mental illness -abuse (subtle mentions of r*pe) -violence -bad language -harassment -maybe sexual content ◌Highest Ranking◌ -bottomtae #1 -dissociation #1 -dissociative #1 -identity #7 -topkook #83 -disorder #18 -mentaldisorder #1 -disorders #17 -taekook #170 -btsboys #68 -psychological #53 -sope #91 -mentalhealth #40 ||•All events and situations created in this book are only created for fiction. Names of characters used in this book have no relation to any of the events in the story. This story is made steictly for fun to read and for taekook shippere to enjoy•||

My fake boyfriend | VMIN by CrenRd

The year he was fifteen, Park Jimin realized he was gay, and that he fell in love with a hot guy the same gender he was! Jimin spied on the other's online friend group, payed attention to that person's every move, and privately, started his fanatical fanboying actions. Unfortunately, the hot guy he liked was someone who changed girlfriends like he changed clothes, a pretentious and straight male. A few years later, Jimin and the hot guy he was secretly in love with got into the same university and became good friends. In order to prevent his beloved from hating him, Jimin repressed his true feelings and forced himself to pretend to be a 24k, pure gold straight guy. ...... Having high-spec looks, Kim Taehyung was a networking expert, but in order to preserve his all-around shining and popular hearthrob image, he always hid his true sexuality, that he was gay. He got himself (fake) girlfriends all throughout school, literally playing himself into being branded as a skirt-chaser. Until one day, he met his true love. The other looked delicate and gentle, cold and out-of-reach, as if the ideal lover he'd dreamed of in his heart. Except, there was just one thing. That guy also looked completely straight...... In short, this is the love story of two scared, in-the-closet gay guys pretending to be straight while mutually trying to feel the other out.

Pretty Enough Psycho by ParkAaimin

I only wanted a fresh start. A new school, a new name in the attendance sheet, a quiet desk near the window, and silence that didn't hurt. But then he saw me. Jeon Jungkook... the golden boy with a crown no one gave, but everyone bowed to. He laughed like a prince, but his eyes held storms. And I? I made the mistake of shining for just one second. One mark above him. One breath of air too proud. Now I'm his favorite game. He bruised me without ever touching, tore me down with smiles, and whispered fear in the spaces no one looks. And I kept falling. But I wasn't born to break. Not again. Not after the river took my cousin and left me with a fear so deep, it still sings in my dreams. I told myself I'd never drown again. But that was before the cliff. Before the party. This is the story of a girl who tried to survive silence, and a boy who ruled through it.

I Need You ⚣ TK by spookieno

Kim Taehyung, renowned in his field and often referred to by the moniker "V," was a prominent psychologist known for his profound insights and compassionate approach. Despite his acclaim, Taehyung led a life marked by simplicity and solitude. However, everything changed when he encountered a new patient whose case was both unexpected and deeply unsettling, sending his carefully curated world into disarray. A/N I now have a newer version of my I Need You book. I will keep the older version just for nostalgia and to see the difference for older readers, but the newer version will appear first and it'll be clear on the chapter titles what is part of the new version and what is part of the older one. Hopefully you guys will love the new version of one of my most read books! xx TW - contains physical and emotional abuse and childhood trauma and murder. Read at own risk. ❶ First book: I Need You trilogy [completed] ✔︎ ❷ Second book: I'll Be Good - INU sequel trilogy [completed] ✔︎ ❸ Third book: No Matter What - INU trilogy [still in draft] ✗

Weightless by Kookscream

Jungkook's struggle in fighting off the voices is getting harder. People around him are worrying more and more everyday. His failed suicide attempt is raising red flags for everyone, making it more and more difficult to silence the voices inside his head. Depression, Self Harm, Self Hate, Anxiety and Anorexia, are they is friends or this enemies? When the voices get louder, it gets harder to breath. Last book in trilogy: Book one: Beaten Book two: Suicide Book three: Weightless Taekook fanfiction ===TRIGGER WARNINGS=== - Self Harm - Abuse - Anorexia - Depression - Anxiety ===TRIGGER WARNINGS===

LET ME HELP || vkook [C] by tae8gguk

[Completed] Kim Taehyung, now model, five years ago was bullied by someone and was also in a physically toxic relationship with another. he fell in love with his bully five years ago, but never breathed a word about it but suddenly they meet again after five years Jeon Jeungguk being his bully, five years ago and now his husband by arrangement for his business also in love with the model ever since their high school. he didn't breathe even a letter about it. While Tae was in a toxic and abusive relationship, JK witnessed his parents' being in one. These incidents changing their view on love and relationship. The story unfolds on how they help each other out of their fears and try to get closer. but something always stops them, the haunting past and the fearful future..... personal achievements that i wanted #100 reads-30062020 #200 reads-22072020 #1k reads-25092020 #1.5k reads-14102020 #2k reads - 23102020 #5k reads - 21042021 #10k reads - Rankings #bottomtae - Rank 1 (01082021) #vkook - Rank 7 (02082021) top kook bottom tae other ships: yoonmin namjin hoseok+sprite

The List {K.S.J × K.N.J} by unithithaa

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What You Don't Know by Shakespeare_panda

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