I want to lock eyes with him and run away from all the worries, he numbs the pain, he is my drug. The quiet one drove my curiosity into insanity. Now I can't stop myself, I need to close the space between us. My life was fairly normal. I woke up, i went to school. I lived the average 17 year olds life. But everything changed when my sister died and questions arose, questions that I needed to find the answers to. When things started to go wrong, depression stole its way inside of me, i had lost control and my mind, which was once a safe haven of mine, became a chaotic and cruel closet of darkness. I wasn't the person everyone knew me to be. What had i become?