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Marinas Tagebuch

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angst beziehung depressionen fakefriends familie hass krank leben liebe mobbing psyche psychischekrankheiten schule suizid tagebuch therapeut therapie tod trauer trennung wahrebegebenheit

Vor 16 Jahren wurde eine Mädchen geboren welches noch nie leicht hatte. Ihr Leben war Traumatisch und Gefährlich Krank, aber was sollte sie schon tun ? 
Um sich selbst etwas zu helfen schrieb sie ihre Erlebnisse in ein Tagebuch, welches bis heute noch nicht fertig geschrieben ist... Den ihr Leben läuft noch.
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-Kann Gewaltszenen enthalten
-Kann Sexuelleszenen enthalten
-Kann Kraftausdrücke enthalten
-Dieses Buch hat viel mit Psychischen Krankheiten und Störungen zu tun, lesen auf einige Gefahr
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angst beziehung depressionen fakefriends familie hass krank leben liebe mobbing psyche psychischekrankheiten schule suizid tagebuch therapeut therapie tod trauer trennung wahrebegebenheit

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Tagebuch Eintrage 1 -Justin-
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