School is out and the sweet breath of the summer of 1970 drifts through the borough of Mays Landing, yet sixteen year old Eric Turner is hurting. He skips dinner and grumbles past the neighbors' neatly trimmed homes having just learned his father has abandoned their long-shared dream of fixing up their idle trawler to run charter tours. Instead, his dad wants to sell the boat to finance college - a future Eric furiously rejects.
Eric explodes at his parents, then argues with his girlfriend, Tina - who breaks up with him, leaving him with words that will haunt him the rest of his life. A brooding Eric runs away to the boat, then later, driving home through the Pine Barrens in the rain, discovers a fatal car accident that shatters his young life.
Years later, having restored the boat, now christened the Lost Dream, an aging passenger ferry he pilots through the salt marsh backwaters of the southern Jersey shore, a tormented Eric leads a life of guilt and penance while enduring what remains of his childhood dream - alone.
Yet Catherine Sorrell, a gracious but apprehensive manager of a popular seaside café and gift shop in Cape May - who has a troubling weakness for lonely men, and who has also suffered a terrible loss - is implored by her feisty employee, Shelly, a young Irish girl over on summer work visa, to offer Eric the gift of another chance at life and love.
Eric struggles to return Catherine's affections, unable to overcome his guilt and the fateful relationship with his teenage sweetheart. In the midst of his turmoil, Eric discovers Jesse, a secretive stowaway boy who holds the key to Eric's self-imposed prison and the love that would set him free.
The Lost Dream of the Sugar Sand is a story of anger, loss, guilt, and redemption that intertwines and unites Eric with many compelling characters in a love story filled with poignant and tender moments as it winds its way through the unexpected turns of life all the way to its surprise ending.
cindy has been used and abused since she can remember. raised by her father after her mother left when she was just under one years old her life wasnt pretty especially since her father was big on dealing drugs and drinking to his hearts content everyday, her only support was mainly her best friend trey and her grandparents who helped raise her and make sure she had food in her stomach and clothes on her back Growing up she learnt the hard way with life and that she couldnt lean on anyone but herself to do what needed to be done that was until she stumble upon the hellhounds mc the prez alex saving her on a night out from being raped by someone who she thought she had already dealt with.
this is where her life takes a whole three hundred and sixty degree turn and becomes nothing but chaos, cindy discovers her childhood best friend has been right under her nose the whole time all. she decides to help rob and alex find alex missing sister to say thank you for saving her but in that process she finds out the truth of her childhood past. what will she do when one night of passion turns into something more for her but not for alex.
how will she cope with finding out the news every woman sometimes dreads to hear? will alex stand beside her through it all or turn his back on her?
will she manage to save the ones she loves or watch them die before her eyes?
please be aware there are things in this book which will and can be triggers for many people
*mature content*
*sexual content*
*sexual abuse scenes*
*mental and physical abuse*
please read at your own risk over 18s
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