Loss
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"He may have just lost a pack member, but we had lost so much more. I lost my mate, and she lost her father. I lost my chance at a happily ever after, and she lost the chance to grow up feeling cherished. We both lost so much and that's what brought us together, and he, he meant nothing anymore." - Asher Grim
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Asher knows loss.
He knows how much it hurts when his mate rejected him years ago. Ever since then, he's been trying to scrape by with his thirteen year old daughter who's a bit to smart for her own good, bouncing from town to town and pack to pack.
One day, the pair settles in the town of Little Ivywood, inhabited by the Coningsby pack. Things finally start to look up, making new friends and connections when Ashers old mate Jacob starts to pop up again. And as the alpha male tries to win his affection back he's the last thing Asher wants to deal with, but sometimes, not everything is as it seems...
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