Loki finally found the man he had been longing for for five years, but things that are broken can not easily be fixed. Loki still tries to block and blur his feelings with drugs and alcohol and Stephen tries his hardest to feel better about himself, as they both deal with the consequences of loosing someone you love. ~~~ Book four of the scarred fanfic. This one is MUCH more chill and more fluff based, and yes there will still be drama because of course there is this is a fanfiction with Loki in it what were you expecting.