Have you ever done something so surreal you can barely tell the line between normality and what is in your head? Or if you are dreaming or is it actually happening? Well this is dedicated to that feeling. Well more specifically me having and leading a life of those feelings As with all my writing I will be dating it and quoting so dates will be being used , also opinions of others will be in where and when neccasarry! Also the special " *( " will be in as my little voice