All my life, I've been told that I was born to shine. And I believed it. But now, I'm not so sure.
What am I to do when I'm lonely? I don't even know what's real and what's not anymore. How will I be myself when the world doesn't accept who I want to be? How will I bear the expectations of all these people, when I can barely bear my own?
God only knows. That's the one thing I'm sure of. He knows what I need and, with Him in my life, I'm never alone.
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Nerissa James has lived a sheltered life for as long as she can remember; loving parents, a sister whom she'd die for, best friends who she trusts more than herself and above all, God, her shining light in every moment. She couldn't ask for a better life. But when a change she's ready to accept breaks her sheltered life, everything she thought to be real, turns out to be fake. Wherever she went, pride, ego and jealousy has overtaken the society. In order to be accepted in the world she stepped into, Nerissa has to hide who she really is, from her society, so-called friends, and even God.
Just as she begins to think there's no going back to her old self, a message from her sister along with a song changes her life, making her realize how much she's changed. With God as her guide and with music as her companion; Nerissa sets out to change the views of her society, one step at a time, by being her true self, whether the world accepts her or not.
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*currently on hold*
She wanted to be alive as a free spirit. She wanted to laugh and love but what happens when your life doesn't want these things from you?? There is darkness in our life trying to gulf you down.
How one incident can change our life drastically? How you forget all those things exists in our life. And then he came along like knight in shining armor, She doesn't believe in miracles, he came when you have closed yourself in a closet. He will try to show you the brightness but does it matter, does this emptiness and this loneliness from your heart will ever go away? How things will change? How he will drag you away from the dark soul? And then again your life will change?
Will this story end with hopes or together?
Will ever?
Our lives wanted things from you. But there's always someone wanting to show you the bright side of you. When you wanted to punish yourself for the things you are responsible for, he will show you the things you have never imagined. But your life wants payback and you have to pay them back. There is nothing you can do.
She came to New York with fire but what will happen when you face your past and darkness again with haunting nights and sorrow.
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