"my members love me,
my members love me not,
my members love me,
my members love me........
not."
There are two sides in which the producer of seventeen, jihoon has. The soft, vulnerable baby of that his members love, and the dark, suicidal side that is slowly taking over him. Will he be able to hold on any longer?
Or will his monsters drag him back down?
-WARNING-
This is boyxboy
There is a whole lot of smut which I will mark out.
Also triggering topics such as self-harm, suicide, depression e.t.c.
enjoy