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Letting Go

ElevatingHearts

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ElevatingHearts

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"Love, death, guilt, pain... I have felt it all. My wife died during child birth, and I also became the reason my firstborn child began to hate me more than she hated the idea of possibly getting coal for Christmas. I have had to let go of a lot since I lost Riley and got Eliza and all I have to wonder is... where did it all go wrong?"
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Thank you to @PerfectAustin for helping me with the title and getting the book figured out!
Also, I give you the warning now, this book is supposed to be a tear-jerker. The book is about loss, grief, struggling, and a couple deaths. So... read at your own risk.Všechna práva vyhrazena

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Altered od LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Out of my Control od LexiRein

Book 6 in the It just Happened Series. (Can be a stand alone but to better understand it read Never Say Never.) Love is supposed to be grand. No one prepares you for the heartache and pain. Not in the manner that they should. I had it all! The perfect husband. Johnny, he was everything a woman could dream of. Until I lost him, then my whole world shattered once again. Then there is River Fox the one person who will just not leave. He made a promise to Johnny, one he will not let go of. When all I need is for him to do exactly that. He infuriates me to no end! I just can't get him out of my mind, and it kills me! Loss... Pain... Raising a child on my own, it's all too much. "Katrina." He never calls me by my name. It's always princess, stubborn, a pain in his ass. "Look at me." I can't because when you call my name it does things to me, I know it shouldn't! Desire... Longing... Hoping for something I shouldn't... Wanting to be loved again... "Please, just stop!" Do. Not. Cry. I have shed way too many tears. I can't take the guilt anymore. "Just go. Please!" The first tears fall as the door slams shut. I'm betraying Johnny, by wanting his close friend. Even though I try to fight, I can't resist him. I hate it! I hate him. Mostly, I hate myself for the desire I have for the one man I shouldn't. How did everything get so out of my control? Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to pictures or songs in the story unless said otherwise. They just portray how I see my characters and the songs inspire certain aspects of the story. Copyright ©️ 2024 All rights reserved. This book or any portion of this book may not be used or be reproduced in any matter whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher. Except for brief quotations in book reviews.

Hymns of Struggle od PipesFlowForever

What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greats you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. If only I knew what to do with it. NOTE: This story has been edited since the original 2017 posting with over 90 chapters already written and to be posted in future additional books. More details are in the header of the first chapter. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Cover art is by MetallicArtist on tumblr. PODFIC VERSION NOW AVAILABLE!!! Playlist here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL4pHPQOyRjM6OqrtNX4IBxFoeAsLGkSwm Warnings for: violence, implied body horror, and mild references to blood and vomit.

The Evolved Vampire: Hunted od AbiiiN

I am Katherine. I was the first vampire in years to be born of the mothers womb. But this threatens my life, At high school I get trampled by students, Almost get kidnapped by a mysterious vampire, I almost get forced to join a group I never want to join. I go through love a million times. Take each page as you experience my life story, And know what it's like, To be me, HUNTED... Copyright!! All my books are copyright. If I find a book using the same ideas As me I will rain down on you like a Black Widows Bite! PS . I REALLY NEED YR COMMENTS ON THIS BOOK GUYS!! I MISS YR SENSE OF HUMOUR *Whiny Face*

Adopted by Ariana Grande od misfit98_

This will have you crying. A book with a message at the end, life is full of surprises. some good some bad. Follow Riley on her journey through depression and living none other than Ariana Grande and the Janoskians. This story is like no other I have read, it's not a long story but it hs deep meaning behind it. suicide hotline UK Samaritans - 116 123 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline - 1-800-273-8255 - Trigger warning throughout - I have no reread this sorry since I published this as a 13 year old with learning difficulties so please don't hate too hard on grammar and spelling, I can take a joke though because let's be honest some mistakes are just plain funny.

Land of Z od MaydaysRevival

The world fell so fast, no one expected it, no one prepared for it. The horrors of children's nightmares became true. First story, updates are not promised to be consistent, trigger warning for the following: Suicide Murder (person to person not zombie) Mention of gore (I won't show it don't worry) Homophobia Bullying Death Under heavy works ngl sooo if you see this and it's gone I prob deleted to restart or rewrite stuff lol

A Reckless Bet. od jane_maria

"I loved knowing she was scared of me. My insides were hurting from all the build up anger. It was all her fault. It was her fault my life was a mess. Her fault that I was a mess." They fell apart because of a mistake. Would they ever get to heal? He changed into a dark, broken and mysterious person in less than years. She changed into a guilty, broken person, while still trying to hide those loose pieces. He goes by the name of Ryder Ace Wells. She goes by the name of Everly Amy Black. *.•* BEWARE/TRIGGERWARNING: this story could give suicidal and selfharm-related triggers. Sexual assault and mentions of r*pe will have a place in this book. Copyright © 2019 by jane_maria

AFFECTION od UniqueNImperfect

Hope Ricci. She swallowed the bitterest pill of one sided love. A thing that hurt her, but a thing she could never let go, despite a lot of trying. David Wellington. Life was unfair with him, at every point in life. Even when he found his love. Now, he had a second chance at love. To find it, and to keep it safe. But his fears were bigger than the void in his life. To involve himself in his son's life, he has to take a life changing step of marrying for the second time, but not to anyone else, but the one who has always been in love with him. Not that he knew. Traverse this journey of love brewing between two souls who lost all the hope of ever finding love in life. * This book contains themes of unbreakable friendship, unrequited love and true connections. Dive in deep, and like, comment and share. -V.S.

Big Time Adoption od CarolynStoddard

"I came up coughing and breathing heavily. He pushed my under again. This time he didn't pull me up right away. He just held me there. I was fighting as best as I could to get lose, but the struggle I was putting up made no difference. My lungs began to burn like a raging fire; I was thirsty for air...There was bang as James kicked the bathroom door open. I realized that I was lying on the floor gasping for air and sobbing like a little child. Kendall rushed over to me and raised me up, cradling me in his arms. "What happened Addie?" he asked me. All I could do was cry. At this rate, they would be taking me back soon." And thank you to @yourstrulyteddy for making the previous cover:) And thank you to @SmileForNiallx for making the previous cover:) Special thanks to @the_genyweny for making the current cover RATED T-MA FOR MATURE TEENS FOR L AND AD (language and adult content). Read at own risk. Thanks.

SHE WAITED FOR YOU. od SugarPlumPTree

You're born, you grow up, you make friends, you fall in love....... .... Maybe.... Love at first sight? Feels right, doesn't it? But what happenes when whatever you desire just doesn't reach to you? What happens when everything breaks and falls in front of your eyes yet you can't do anything rather than helplessly watching it fall? Tide of sadness, wave of guilt, edge-fall of anger and hate. Do check out my very first book Thank you.

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Altered

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. * TRIGGER WARNING* SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

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