𝘽𝘼𝙂𝙂𝘼𝙂𝙀 • JONATHAN BRANDIS .•*•

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Parts 16
Time 3h 59m

"i think 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪." 

she said, her voice sounding unsure. he looked at her, bringing her hands towards his own. with a small smile he looked her in the eyes, a strong sense of gratitude within them. 

"i think 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙤."


.•*•  in which a girl moves to a new neighborhood, finding security and comfort in drugs, nicotine and alcohol. for those who only judged her for what she did to herself, never thought to think why she did such things to herself. drugs and alcohol seemed to complete her, make her feel whole when in reality they just filled the void. 


! jonathan brandis x fem!OC !

.•*•.•* slow burn (friends to lovers)

.•*•.•* lowercase is intended 

.•*•.•* read the preface, it has important info on the story for later chapters. it might not make sense if you don't !

TRIGGERS : mental / physical abuse, mental illness, suicidal thoughts, language, sexual assault, mentions of eating disorders and mentions of self harm !

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