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This Has Been Absolute Hell

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copingmechanism mystory sexualassault survivor triggerwarning truestory

*TRIGGER WARNING*

This story is about a person who was mentally, physically, and emotionally abusive. He hurt me in many, many ways, and I finally gathered up the courage to put my story out there because some of the people I thought close to me, decided to turn away when I needed them most because this person got away with lying. For safety purposes I may be keeping my name private, I  may not. But at this point, I don't give a fuck who knows his name and the names of the people my story involves. 


*IF YOU YOURSELF ARE STRUGGLING WITH SIMILAR SITUATIONS, PLEASE MESSAGE ME!!! I'VE LEARNED SOME VERY USEFUL COPING MECHANISMS, WRITING BEING ONE OF THEM!!!*


Update: This story is now also going to contain multiple things that had happened after him. All of this leading up to a suicide attempt. (I'm okay now.)Alle Rechte vorbehalten

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