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The Worst Year of My Life: ABDL, Self-Harm, & Depression

DarlingSweetheart98

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Reads 4,428
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Parts 16
Time 1h 13m

DarlingSweetheart98

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This story is 100% true although real names will not be used. It's the story of my year in 7th grade. I'm 21 now, but 7th grade really was the worst year of my life. I just wanted to share my story. It was the worst year, but it was also the year I discovered another part of myself. I discovered I was an ABDL. It was a difficult part of myself to discover, but I wanted you guys to know my real story. My life and my struggles starting out as an ABDL at such a young age. I might not use much dialogue because I just really want to get my story out there with thoughts, opinions, and maybe you guys telling your story to me too.All Rights Reserved

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