The Controlled Environment
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Last published Sat, Jan 4, 2020
Hi. My name is Alexandria Madden. Alex. If you are reading this, then I made it. I won. I beat the game. I won because others lost. I dont feel like I won. I dont feel anything, except hatred and sorrow. I may have won the game but they stole my life, my emotions, my everything. And I'm gonna take it all back. This, is how it all started.
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