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What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'
Head Over Heels In Love
Everybody has an addiction, mine just happens to be you.!!!!! "The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever." - The NotebookLengkap
Stop The Endless Chase
"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up." - James A. Baldwin This is the hardest and toughest decision that I have ever made in my entire life. I thought at first that it was leaving him two years ago but I thought wrong. Kasi kung iisipin, noon aalis ako pero alam kong may babalikan pa ako. Pero ngayon, aalis ako at kahit na ilang beses pa akong bumalik ay wala na akong babalikan. Whatever decisions that I'll be doing, I know that I won't regret anything. This is where I'm going to end everything. This is where I'm going to stop chasing. This painful reality is going to be my lesson to accept the fact that not all things will remain until the end. Right now, all I need to do is to stop the endless chase just like what he wanted me to do.Lengkap
BECAUSE of LOVE
"PANGAKO, WALANG MAGBABAGO TAYO AT TAYO PARIN HANGGANG SA HULI" Yan ang huling sinabi ng taong mahal ko bago kame mahiwalay sa isa't-isa ******************* at dito sa storya ng buhay ko mapapatunayan ko na PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN and FOREVER DOES NOT EXIST, ang everthing in my Life is Change just Because of that Stupid...........Lengkap
A Day to Remember
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage." "Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. The best thing to hold onto in life is each other." Distance between two people is inconsequential when their souls are united." It's never easy being apart from the people you love. It takes a lot of effort to keep a relationship going.Lengkap
Words I never Tell
At some point in my life, I choose to let go of her. And not because I stopped loving her, but because I had reached the point that I was drained and can no longer continue fighting for her when all she gives me in return is pain. It's not about asking to get my feelings reciprocated, I just realized that I deserve the same amount of love that I am giving. And it hurts to know that when I decided to let go, she didn't hold my hand to keep holding on. She never tried to fight for her place in my heart. -Hariette I'm not afraid of love. I am afraid to feel the pain. That's why I keep pushing you away. It's tiring. But I'm afraid that I will never heal and be whole again. Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you." -Candice Love turned to loved. Saying first hello's to saying goodbyes. I love you to I miss you. Promises turned into sorry. Love isn't fair you know? What we have is more than that. Ours may not be normal. But isn't this what everyone wants? Stable and secure relationship. I love you and you love me. We trust each other like no one else can. There will be no pain in our kind of love. -AllistonLengkap
Heal your Heart (Del Fuego series #2)
"I will never close my doors and wait for you to come back here in our place where our love grew and fell apart...I am in so much pain but I'm never going to give up on you. No matter how broken I am...I will try my best to heal your heart and always put you first in everything that I do."Lengkap
Batavian Tears
You can build the love and also make it stronger but no matter how strong your love for each other, there will always be a way to break it apart. Because just like a toughened glass it will break when you found its soft spot.Lengkap
Lies Of Destiny (Completed)
"no matter how we try to run away from the pains that the past had caused us, destiny is always here and won't be able to set us free from our true fate which is already written in our hands." - Trina Chris MartinLengkap
Stay Strong
LOVE❔ It Makes You Happy at first and makes you broken at the End When it comes to your LIFE you're going to do anything just because of it! Even you hurt to much just because of him/her YOUR STILL INLOVE and FOOL Your Still searching for the love he/she gave on you before When everything is fine! But when you hurt deeply You'll realize its time to give up. Maybe Yes You LOSE something but youre not a LOSER, Why? Just simply... COuz You LEARNED from your MISTAKE !Lengkap
What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'
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