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What is this life?
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Ongoing, First published Jan 05, 2020
TRIGGERING! 




Depression. A mental state involving great unhappiness and hopelessness. 

Anxiety.  An anxious feeling or state.

Really?  That's what it is? No. No it's not.



A/n

There will or may be mentioning of depression, suicide, maybe eating disorders...and bully.


I'M  SORRY 
This is everything I wish I could just say openly but I keep it bottle up inside, but lately I can't. 
So I'm gonna write out all my thoughts and my personal experience on certain things. I'm writing this out of my own experience. Everyone has their own experiences I'm just writing mine.
It may be triggering so..
And I sincerely apologise if I offend anyone reading this. That is not my intention whatsoever. I'M SORRY. 


!!!!!!!!TRIGGER WARNING !!!!!!!!!!!!
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