Of Breaking hearts, young love, betrayal and pain.
Of Mending hearts, familiar pain, unexpected hurt and aftermath.
Of Healing hearts, underated heartache, pain and acceptance.
Of Love, Love that is as deep sea. Pain, that knows no bounds. Strength, that exist within time, but lasts forever.
Of Sadness, sadness that always returns,
Of Trauma, trauma that runs in deep, and the art of dying, every time.
Of Scribbles and rambles, unsaid words and sealed pain.
Of Life, Love, Pain, Sadness, Trauma.
Of the art of rising like a phoenix, every time.
Of Anxiety and Paranoia.
Of Anything bad,
Of Everything good.
This is a story of a girl, it's a continuous one.
A story of a sad girl, very lonely, but beautiful, intelligent and strong. She's a self sabotaging narcissistic girl, but also a talented, skilled and brave girl. She is riddled with anxiety and depression, but somehow finds ways to get up each morning, thinking of beautiful things. She has loved and lost, hurt and being hurt.
She has not lost herself, but she has not find herself either. This is the life of a girl, laid before you in poems and thoughts.
Here is a piece of me, and in here, undoubtedly, you will find pieces of yourself too. I am a mess, but aren't we all?
| formerly SOMETHING BROKEN |
She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a world that disregards outcasts. So, these are on the darker side of the spectrum. Some poems might be distressing for some readers.
I personally enjoy consuming dark content, it's kinda like a coping mechanism.
I really hope none of you relate with any of these :)
I'll be posting only poems here, I'll try to be as active as I can.
The poems are not in any order. They are just the thoughts that pop up any time of the day.
(8.11.2023) PS: Please check out 'safe space'. I need your help to make it a real safe space, readers!
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