Of Breaking hearts, young love, betrayal and pain.
Of Mending hearts, familiar pain, unexpected hurt and aftermath.
Of Healing hearts, underated heartache, pain and acceptance.
Of Love, Love that is as deep sea. Pain, that knows no bounds. Strength, that exist within time, but lasts forever.
Of Sadness, sadness that always returns,
Of Trauma, trauma that runs in deep, and the art of dying, every time.
Of Scribbles and rambles, unsaid words and sealed pain.
Of Life, Love, Pain, Sadness, Trauma.
Of the art of rising like a phoenix, every time.
Of Anxiety and Paranoia.
Of Anything bad,
Of Everything good.
This is a story of a girl, it's a continuous one.
A story of a sad girl, very lonely, but beautiful, intelligent and strong. She's a self sabotaging narcissistic girl, but also a talented, skilled and brave girl. She is riddled with anxiety and depression, but somehow finds ways to get up each morning, thinking of beautiful things. She has loved and lost, hurt and being hurt.
She has not lost herself, but she has not find herself either. This is the life of a girl, laid before you in poems and thoughts.
Here is a piece of me, and in here, undoubtedly, you will find pieces of yourself too. I am a mess, but aren't we all?
| formerly SOMETHING BROKEN |
Hurt and frightened and no where to turn except for my journal.
Curse words being streamed at me and you would have thought I had a father for a sailor. ~E.M.C
Many poems focusing on the subject of Mental Illness, that many suffer with and the subject just isn't brought up enough. Poems focusing on a day in the shoes of a person with a mental illness and how some even ordinary simple tasks may seem not so simple to them.
There may be some uplifting poems but also raw ones filled with real emotions, things I've experienced.
\\ Notes from me the poet:
Some aren't all poems I guess you could say but these are my feelings and maybe some of you can relate :) feel free to comment or message me with any questions, feedback or suggestions I greatly appreciate anything!