On The Inside
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Last published Wed, Apr 1, 2020
Kirishima tries his best to be there for everyone. He doesn't like the thought of anyone feeling alone, especially since he knew the feeling all too well.
So what happens when his friend feels the need to give up on life entirely.
⚠️⚠️ Warning this story talks of suicide attempt, depression, self harm, and homophobic slurs. If you are bothered by any of these things, either be very careful when reading this or don't read this at all.⚠️⚠️
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