Bitter Buds
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It has been years since Sullivan last saw Ethaniel Alterio, years of being caught tirelessly between remembering and forgetting. When chance reconnects the two childhood friends, the troubled musician is forced to reevaluate everything he thought he knew about the man that once destroyed him.
Sullivan is sure of one thing and one thing only when it comes to Ethaniel; the past is best left behind -- just like he was all those years ago.
WARNING: this story has mentions of physical and substance abuse and may contain swearing
*Disclaimer: I do not own the photograph used to create the cover, all credit goes to the original artist*
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