Sometime reading a book isn't what helps your fix , most of the time it's a song that brings the memory back, or a picture, even a certain smell. All the time it's always that one person who is stuck with you forever even when it's been decades you know they'll never escape your mind.... It's always the long urging fix that's stuck in your mind like a blood sucking leach on your brain that's just irreversible no remedies, no antidote ,it's with you for the long run!