A plan of a frozen heart

This is a slice of life of a girl that perceives the world and thinks so differently than we do.

All her life she knew that she was different and faced a lot of challenges. That difference is what made it possible for her, when she was thirteen, to plan to remove a threat from her house, permanently, be patient and act at the right time and get away with it.

Who knows what she'll be able to do when she'll be older?

I didn't use any books, movies or series for inspiration, the story is my original work. This is just the result of my weird imagination and brain telling me what to write. I hope that you like it. :)

It's still just a story, like all of my other stores. It doesn't have a deeper spiritual, moral or ethical meaning.
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Notes:
I just wanted to explain why this story has two rather difficult topics.
One of them is domestic violence. I know no one is a fan of that topic but it is a part of my story because the main character was exposed to domestic violence ever since she was born and it serves as a background storyline.
I know that domestic violence is traumatic for children but I don't know if it can cause alexithymia that the main character suffers from.

People with alexithymia have difficulty in distinguishing and appreciating the emotions of others, which is thought to lead to unempathic and ineffective emotional responding.

The main character in my story can't feel emotions, has difficulty in distinguishing emotions of others, doesn't have empathy and relies on logic and memorizing other people's reactions to emotions of others to seem like a normal person in our society today.

I tried my best to write about how life with logic and without emotions and empathy would look like in our society today. I think I did the best I could because I don't know a lot about alexithymia.

It was quite the challenge to write about it.