Bitter Sweet Scarves and Scars BSSS
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Last published Mon, Jan 13, 2020
Midoriya had decided to do it. The encouragement to die from lots of those he loved. Maybe he was just a means to an end.
Little did Midoriya know Aiwaza and his mentee Shinsou were out that night on patrol.
⚠️⚠️warnings⚠️⚠️
Attempted suicide
Deep in depth thoughts about self doubt, self-harm, suicide, and self hate.
Self-harm
If you read it how I intend you to it is kind of ShinDeku.
One-shot?
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