Midoriya had decided to do it. The encouragement to die from lots of those he loved. Maybe he was just a means to an end. Little did Midoriya know Aiwaza and his mentee Shinsou were out that night on patrol. ⚠️⚠️warnings⚠️⚠️ Attempted suicide Deep in depth thoughts about self doubt, self-harm, suicide, and self hate. Self-harm If you read it how I intend you to it is kind of ShinDeku. One-shot?