The Devil I was Addicted To
Ggladayss
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Ggladayss
Ongoing, First published Jan 07, 2020
Mature
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"You killed him, you killed your own......" 

"I believe  I  did."

"Because  he.... I don't understand,  why would you do that for me when you barely know me?" My voice trembled, and if it was possible my heart would have raced out of this place faster that my own feet,  he looked at me with a fiery look in his eyes, blood spattered all over his face and I couldn't help but feel....

Warmth.

Sold off by her own father, Lydda finds herself  in a world she never dreamt of, a world she thought was only fictional, a world full of drugs, sex, guns and she is caught right in the middle of them all, will she keep  trying to find a way out or will she fall for the devil, the one who saved her from her hell.
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