Beautiful Insanity (on-hold)
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Last published Mon, Aug 14, 2023
Darkness...
blackness all around, its all I can see 24/7. Sometimes I think my eyes are still closed, until I spot my window. My only light source comes from it. Other than that I have no way of knowing whether or not I'm asleep or awake because no matter what he is always there silently waiting..watching.. in the corner of the room, and in my mind. There is no escaping him, my constant companion and my only friend. He's been there as long as I can remember. All the doctors here think I'm crazy and he is a figment of my imagination. I believe the term they use to define me is Schizophrenic, but I know the truth. He is real. He's been waiting for a long time for me to turn 18. He tells me every year on the day I assume is my birthday how many years I have left, and Last Year, he said that I only had a year left till I'm 18. Now, the year is almost over and I have 3 days left til he steps from the shadows and comes for me.
Schizophrenic. they call me. A strange disorder that centers around the mind believing hallucinations are in fact reality. That however is not me. Little red they call me. Of course because my hair is firey red, who knows I haven't seen myself in ten years. But guess what every little red has watching her waiting to attack...a... Bad... WOLF. And mine happens to be my "delusion." Or reality not really sure at the moment. I could be crazy. That's probably why I see those eyes in the corner of mine in every room I walk in.
I could be crazy
But I am also the most sane person you will ever meet in your entire reading experience.
So sit back and relax.
And let me tell you a story with a middle. End. And beginning. A complete story Of little red and the big bad wolf but this is no fairy tale, this my friends. Hater. And/ crazy stalker guys is my life.
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