Your The Reason Why I'm Gone
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Last published Sat, Nov 13, 2021
Do you know what it feels like to be alone? To feel like you have a million people watching, but none of them caring. I've felt this way for awhile and it couldn't get out of my head in time... Not in time to save me, it was too late by the time they noticed by the time they cared. I never wanted sympathy or empathy for my choices I gave it all away. I said goodbye but no one thought to chase me, or wonder about my being because if they did maybe that I would still be here. I'm not anymore, I fell in love with someone who I thought could fix me and see back the pieces of my broken soul and add some more ever lasting memories but I was wrong. They were the reasons behind it all but they didn't question why I was distant ,They are the reasons why I'm gone
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