I Would
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Complete, First published Jan 08, 2020
Then I take turn towards the library only to see him standing not so far from the library door. He's showing his precious lopsided smile to his set of friends as he bid them goodbye-maybe it's because he needs to do his project.
 
🎶 'If I could just get over you I would
Don't wanna love you anymore
And missing you's like fighting a war
It's a battle I'm losing' 🎶
 
Then suddenly-so suddenly he looks to where I'm standing right now. Good thing I'm quick enough to lower down my head so I won't catch his eyes on me.
 
🎶 'If I could walk away as easily as you
I Would' 🎶
 
He can smile again-he can talk easily-he even looks at me. I'm the only one being affected after all-it hurts more.
 
 🎶 'Thought I've seen enough to know it all
But not enough to know how it feels to fall
But the kind of pain you left me with
It never seems to heal
And it never lets me go' 🎶
 
Not even a word from my friends can help me. I'm miserable and I'm lying that by saying that "I'm ok." I am failing so hard and what hurts more knowing that between Ai'Mark and I-I'm the only one who's suffering more. Tears started to fall from my eyes. I don't want him to see me like this. I turn around so he won't even see even a tiny bit of tears to fall from me.
 
🎶 'Tell me how do I live with tainted heart?
Tell me how can I feel no feeling?
Is there a way to leave it all behind?' 🎶
 
"Damn it!" I mumbled as I feel more fresh tears fall from my eyes, I even harshly wiped it away but it's no use. I was so sure that I will run away again when suddenly I feel a broad chest and strong arms hug me-preventing me to turn around again or even run away, "Shhh-Ai'Gun-It's ok na khrab~" and I'm more thankful-knowing that I'm not alone.
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Unfading Love..!! ⬇️⬇️⬇️ I pointed a finger at his chest and shouted, "Why are you doing this to me? You know I don't trust anyone easily, except YOU." My emotions overwhelmed me, making it hard to form words. To my surprise, his smirk widened, and with that, I gave up. Tears streamed down my face as I turned and walked toward the door. The intense feelings I had moments ago began to fade, leaving me hollow and alone. I had never felt this way before, and it was all because of Abid. I couldn't defeat him, no matter how much I wanted to. I wasn't stronger than him, and somehow he was still the first person I loved-and still loved. But from then on, I would never see him again, no matter how much I wanted to. I would never hear his voice again. Without thinking further, I turned back to him. I grabbed his collar, pushed him against the wall, and kissed him fiercely. I didn't know where this courage came from, but I just wanted to feel him, for the first and last time. He looked taken aback, but after a moment, he recovered from his shock, and we kissed each other for what felt like an eternity. ⚜️⚜️⚜️ Love, hatred, and obsession - these emotions can bring out the best and worst in us. It's a fine line that we all walk, trying to navigate through the complexities of our hearts. So, the next time you find yourself in a situation where love, hatred, and obsession collide, remember that Unfading Love is a powerful force that can withstand even the darkest of times. This story is about a man who is suffering from Phiblophobia, a girl who is Depressed beyond repair, and an Obsessed person who will do anything for his obsession. And his obsession is none other than her. #1- believe (23/12/2020) #4 - MysteryRomance A Heart ❤️ for a Star⭐