Hope
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Last published Fri, Aug 8, 2014
Hello everyone, this is a story about bullying, depression, cutting, love, & self hate. This is my story about the things I went through for the longest time. Hopefully, someone will benefit from this, If anyone needs to talk my inbox is always open. xx
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