Unfortunately Yours( In Progressing/Editing/Fine Tuning)

I never meant for this to happen. I never thought that it would. You sent my life off of the tracks. You caused my world to go spiraling down into the pits of hell. Everything in my life set on fire and reduced to piles of ashes.
That fire being You, Carter Jensen, a magnificent blazing flame that obliterates anything in it's path.
Your love burns, it's like a black hole swallowing me and spitting out my bones.
Your hate is delicious and deadly, a slow poison spreading through my veins... Slowly killing me.
I didn't realize your destruction until it was far to late. Until I was drowning in the depths of your icy blue eyes and jaw dropping smile.
And that thin line in-between? It doesn't exist, it is smudged, nearly non-existent. There is no in-between, with you it's all or nothing. Either an all consuming love or a passionate hate. But earning both your love and hate? It was a recipe for a chain reaction of reckless decisions and unavoidable regrets.
I never thought something so beautiful and pure could become so tainted and morph into a string of feral and wicked results.
It's fortunate that I've made it out a live. That I crawled out of the metaphorical grave you so easily buried me in. I pieced myself together in the hopes that I will one day rebuild myself from the ashes of who I once was.
I tried to run. I thought I just might escape your thorny edges that burrowed into my heart.
But I am not a fool. I recognize that I will always be Unfortunately Yours.