Rip It All To Shreds (Something Great)

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No, Louis. My angel, I broke your wings , but I can't repair them. I've wasted enough of your time already. We were so happy together. Louis you were the first person I loved. I still love you, and I know you still love me , but I refuse to believe it . Maybe if I told you what happened you wouldn't love me anymore. In fact, I know you wouldn't love me anymore. No! I can't ! I can't tell you!This life is made of glass Louis, and you're the most cracked person I've ever seen - besides myself. I wish I could change that. I know it's my fault. It's all my fault.

****trigger warning . If you are easily triggered by scenes of self-harm, alcoholism, etc. please refrain from reading , and always remember that the suicide hotline 1-800-273-TALK (8255) (for the US) is there****