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A Shining Light

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Parts 14
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Reads 107
Votes 4
Parts 14
Time 45m

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A SWAT kat story (Jake x Chance) (Jake x Hard drive)

*Warning*

Swearing

Sex 

Blood

Murder

Death

And violence
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This is about jake dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts

And dealing with the feelings for both his partner and hard driveAll Rights Reserved

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A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

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Broken ✓ (BoyxBoy) by ButteryBreadsticks

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Until I Met You by lisaaaaa1616

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A Second Chance

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD