It doesn't matter that much, it's a true story. You can find a solution for your own dilems or problems. I'm scared of the reality because all my life I lived in my own mind and it was wrong, I had a perfect life under a nightmare. As a child I lived in lies and hardely felt accepted. This book is writen because I have so many thought as a teenager but all are lies or misunderstood. Take this book as it is, a nonsence with no rhythm ore time, every chapter depends of my memories at atime. Don't complain about the language because I'm not good at english but I feel easier writing it in english.