A memoir In despair

A memoir In despair

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Last published Sat, Feb 6, 2021

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i dont know what this book is about i just write what i feel nothing filtered, no bullshit

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This is a sad romance book, and my first book. leave honest reviews thanks trigger warnings: schizophrenia, (things that aren't there and etc) suicidal thoughts, depression, death, grieving, and neglect.

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