Hoping for him to love me back
I want him? Of course! I badly want him
I am desperate? Hell yeah!
Why? Cuz I loved him
I sacrificed everything,even my feelings,even my dignity just for him.
I am absolutely desperate for a hope,
A hope that he would love me back
But,what if he's still in a jail of past
A past that can really tear my heart into pieces.
I do thousands of ways to make him fall for me too, but still he's into her
Hes still love her
I can't blame him cuz hes just loving
And yeah me too I can't blame myself either
I -i just love someone whos not appropraite
But Is there something wrong about it??
For making myself a slave for loving him?!
Pssh how pathetic the world is!
And Im always hoping that i wish I am her,
She,That everyone loves
And She,that who he loves,
Thats why,I do believe that the world is so unfair.
Not all what you want,you can have
Not all is good for you
And not everyone loves you.
And still,yeah i am really.. really ...
Hoping that the destiny will gonna make our soul and heart become an eclipse,that are combined together.
And i am also,
Hoping for him to love me back.
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