Call Me Friend But Keep Me Closer
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Last published Tue, Mar 31, 2020
"Something about seeing him, knowing it was his old friend but also knowing that his friend didn't recognize him completely wrecked Steve. He had no sense of how to cope with this immense wave of feelings- empty, confused, angry. He also felt there was nobody who could help him."
Little did Steve know, someone was there to help. Just not in a way that anyone would have ever thought.
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This story contains sexual content and mentions of sexual, drug and alcohol abuse, depression and anxiety, and suicide attempts.
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