Lost in my own tracks...
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Last published Fri, Jul 31, 2020
Real-life. It's filled with its worst and its best. But there are the secrets and the mystery.
You. Lost in your own tracks. Secrets from yourself. Things you never thought were capable.
Things you never knew about yourself.
Who am I? Who are I? Where am I from? Who are you?
So many questions.
Ava Rivera. But her identity known as Autumn.
She's the anonymous, not at all an 'open book'.
She's referred to "the psycho" and she never disagreed..until things changed.
Her life. Was normal and depressing. But mysteries always roamed by her.
Leading her to the same questions.
Who really am I? Who is Ava Rivera? Why am I here? What's out there?
"I wanna know.. I must know."
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