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Hate You, Love You [Soukoku/Shin Soukoku]

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Reads 82,432
Votes 2,832
Parts 37
Time 12h 33m

Mature

"What is love, and how do you get rid of it?"
Dazai doesn't typically feel any emotions, at all- or at least he can't understand them. He hates that Chuuya makes him feel emotions, specifically the emotion of love, so he in turn despises Chuuya for it instead.

And it's driving him crazy.


"I won't let you get away this time."
Chuuya is doing his best to get over Dazai, but as usual, nothing goes according to plan for him.
No matter how much Chuuya tries to deny it or change them, he can't get rid of his feelings.

So he finally does something different about it.


Or:
Dazai struggles with the concept of love, and his past catches up with him from how he chooses to deal with experiencing feelings and things he thinks he doesn't deserve as someone outside of humanity; and he makes it everyone's problem.

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Bungo Stray Dogs Soukoku fanfic. Set in and after season 2, with various spoilers

Mainly Soukoku, secondly Shin Soukoku, ft. RanPoe

⚠️⚠[Adult Intended Audience]⚠⚠️
[18+ mature themes and descriptions]

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ 
Mentions and Descriptions of:
⚠︎Alcohol
⚠︎Arson
⚠︎Bad Decisions
⚠︎Body Dysphoria
⚠︎Dazai's Dark Thoughts
⚠︎Death
⚠︎Depression
⚠︎Drugs/Smoking
⚠︎Fyodor Dostoevsky (and his pet clown)
⚠︎Gore
⚠︎Guns/Gun Fighting
⚠︎Murder
⚠︎Oda Sakunosuke
⚠︎Prostitutes
⚠︎Suicide
⚠︎Self Harm
⚠︎Severe Depression
⚠︎Sex
⚠︎Teen Soukoku
⚠︎Underage Intimacy (again, Teen Soukoku)
⚠︎Very Bad Decisions
⚠︎Violence
⚠️⚠️

DISCLAIMER:
None of the images or characters are mine unless otherwise specified. Original side characters and minor refrences to characters and people from the lives and books of the real life authors that inspired BSD. 

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#1 doubleblack
#2 dazaixchuuya
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#9 shinsoukoku
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#42 atsushi
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Parted Entanglement { ③ } by heathereo

''It... it wasn't you...'' That was the worst way possible to break the truth to him. On a job in Hiroshima, Chuuya was drunk. He had a one-night-stand with a guy at the hotel, whom he didn't know. He wanted to confess and apologize to Dazai, but he didn't have the courage to do that because he didn't want to lose everything that they had. But at the end, he failed to cover it up. And right when he thought things couldn't get any worse, they just kept worsening. ✨ 18 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Sex ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm ⚠️ Character death 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 5 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 8 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 72 in #nakaharachuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : rokkyun1 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

Our Destiny (Bungo Stray Dogs Soukoku)[Book 1] by SammiTellsStories

Once partners and lovers in the Port Mafia, Dazai and Chuuya spend the next four years away from one another. After being reunited, the two act as though they were nothing more than bad acquaintances and ex partners. However, when the day that had formally been their anniversary comes around, the two end up together again with the hopes to make it last. The only problem is they have to keep it a secret. Soon, a series of kidnappings and murders start to take up Dazai's time as Chuuya is being assigned to gather information on a possible spy in the Port Mafia. Will the two be able to hold on to each other? Will they be able to hide their renewed relationship or will they be torn apart and labeled as traitors? What does destiny have in store for them? (Editing in progress) DISCLAIMER: The following is a fan made story. I do not own Bungo Stray Dogs or any characters besides a few that do not appear in the manga, light novels, or anime. Most, however, are based on real people. Song references will be present in story and obviously spoilers. Slight ooc warning. Any and all pictures are not owned by me. They were found on Pinterest and Google, credit to the original artists. Mature content such as: -Sexual content -Strong language -Blood and gore (sort of) -Talk of suicide -Drug abuse Published: September 2020 Finished: January 14, 2022 Editing: July 7, 2022- currently in progress

Corrupted Love - #Soukoku by seroscookies

Synopsis: It has been years since Dazai felt the need to help Chuuya out, but now that Chuuya was stuck in Poe's novel it only made Dazai feel things he wasn't aware of. Will Dazai and his big-brain figure out how to bring Chuuya back from that endless prison? And what is going to happen with the two of them once everything goes back to normal? The story takes place after season 3 (no spoilers from the manga) It's all my own headcanons of what happens after season 3. CAUTION: The story will have a lot of mature content and slightly triggering aspects. The things that are being dealt with are anxiety, death, self-harm, depression, foul language, and sexual content. Sensitive readers are advised to read at their own risk :) Thank you and please enjoy this ride!

Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓ by AnAlienFromJupiter

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

Parted Entanglement { ② } by heathereo

'''Can you... can you not look ?'' Chuuya was shocked at his words. He didn't realize that taking his body meant that he could see whatever's underneath, when the bandages wouldn't be there to hide them. What if Soukoku had their body switched for a week ? What if Dazai was forced to use Corruption when Chuuya wasn't there ? Will he make it ? ✨ 17 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 6 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 16 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 24 in #dazaiosamu 🗞️ No. 41 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 40 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 81 in #bungostraydogs 🗞️ No. 84 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 99 in #dazaixchuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : aka3kan (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : krgr_78 (Twitter)

College Roommates (soukoku fanfic) by 111yipppeee

Dazai and Chuuya were best friends in high school for 2 years they started dating the second year of high school for 2 months. But they broke up because Chuuya wasn't in love with him. After they broke up Dazai moved away and they haven't been in contact since. But what if they both ended up in the same college and became roommates. As time went by they both started falling in love. But life isn't all sunshine and roses both have issues they have to face. These characters aren't mine they are all from Bungo Stray dogs in the anime. There will be some OC off mine None of the fanart is mine so credit the artists who made them Warning this book contains Smutt, Angst, Depression, Self harm, Swearing, Smoking actions, Abuse and alcohol. If these topics make you uncomfortable i will put TW warnings<3 Enjoy my gay book <3 Started: 26 January 2024 Fineshed: 23 April 2024

Now I'm changed {soukoku} by Imabakuhoe

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

I Love You (Soukoku) by fujoshigirl17

Dazai and Chuuya were lovers in the past but they broke up when Dazai decided to leave the Port Mafia. Even so, Chuuya still feels something for Dazai but acts like he hates Dazai (because he's tsundere). Will Dazai and Chuuya end together? * This is the first fanfic that I've ever wrote, it's bad and has a LOTS of grammar mistakes but give it a try if you want Characters belong to the anime/manga Bungou Stray Dogs by Kafka Asagiri & Sango Harukawa. Enjoy.

The Marionette • Chuuya X Reader by makiizzenin

COMPLETED • There is no better way to describe you than a doll, living to please your owner. At the age of 11, Mori took you in from an orphanage and brought you to the Port Mafia; that's when you met Dazai and discovered your ability. At the age of 12, you become Dazai's right hand...except you aren't allowed any contact with the outside world. At 13, you hear a voice that you are told is nothing but a dream, at 14 you've become nothing but a puppet in the hands of a puppet master. At age 15 he's gone, and you are left with nothing. In the present, now 19, executive Chuuya Nakahara is given responsibility of you, but when he takes you on a mission and you don't react the way he needs you to, he starts to realize something is terribly wrong with you...he just doesn't know what. Only meeting you once in the past, what will happen when he starts piecing it all together? How will he react when he starts to care more about you than he should? What strings will he have to play to free you from your past? How deep do your wounds run? • - Trigger warnings: the usual you'd find in BSD, implications of sexual harrassment. - I will be using female pronouns. - nsfw warning in part 2 (chapter 41). • Disclaimer: I don't own the characters except for "you". The credit to the Bungou Stray Dogs world goes to the respective owners. The plot is all originally mine, however. • Thank you to Mar for making me this lovely cover. Love always. (@marster_)

Trust and Anxieties (A Soukoku Fanfic) by Linh4Love

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