Hate You, Love You [Soukoku/Shin Soukoku]

"What is love, and how do you get rid of it?"
Dazai doesn't typically feel any emotions, at all- or at least he can't understand them. He hates that Chuuya makes him feel emotions, specifically the emotion of love, so he in turn despises Chuuya for it instead.

And it's driving him crazy.

"I won't let you get away this time."
Chuuya is doing his best to get over Dazai, but as usual, nothing goes according to plan for him.
No matter how much Chuuya tries to deny it or change them, he can't get rid of his feelings.

So he finally does something different about it.

Or:
Dazai struggles with the concept of love, and his past catches up with him from how he chooses to deal with experiencing feelings and things he thinks he doesn't deserve as someone outside of humanity; and he makes it everyone's problem.

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Bungo Stray Dogs Soukoku fanfic. Set in and after season 2, with various spoilers

Mainly Soukoku, secondly Shin Soukoku, ft. RanPoe

⚠️⚠[Adult Intended Audience]⚠⚠️
[18+ mature themes and descriptions]

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
Mentions and Descriptions of:
⚠︎Alcohol
⚠︎Arson
⚠︎Bad Decisions
⚠︎Body Dysphoria
⚠︎Dazai's Dark Thoughts
⚠︎Death
⚠︎Depression
⚠︎Drugs/Smoking
⚠︎Fyodor Dostoevsky (and his pet clown)
⚠︎Gore
⚠︎Guns/Gun Fighting
⚠︎Murder
⚠︎Oda Sakunosuke
⚠︎Prostitutes
⚠︎Suicide
⚠︎Self Harm
⚠︎Severe Depression
⚠︎Sex
⚠︎Teen Soukoku
⚠︎Underage Intimacy (again, Teen Soukoku)
⚠︎Very Bad Decisions
⚠︎Violence
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DISCLAIMER:
None of the images or characters are mine unless otherwise specified. Original side characters and minor refrences to characters and people from the lives and books of the real life authors that inspired BSD.

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