// Currently //
'I'm sorry Ash, I just need some space for a while.' I practically whimpered whilst I avoided eye contact with him.
He looked devastated, but concerned at the same time. It was hurting me more than it was hurting him, but I had to get my head around what happened this weekend. I couldn't stay around him because I didn't want him seeing me break down.
Oh wow. He probably thinks I'm breaking up with him. I'm not.
'Ash I'm sorry'
'Please stay April. I don't understand? I'm sorry for whatever I did' he reached out to caress my face, but I flinched away, I guess it's too soon for physical contact.
I stepped backwards, away from him.
'Fuck Ash, I just need to get my head around this weekend'
I paused and thought about what I was going to say next ...
'I'm not breaking up with you Ash, I just need some space ...'
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