Why Can't I Feel This Way

I know I shouldn't feel this way. If my parents found out, if anyone found out it could ruin my life. Everyone says it's a sin and no one should feel this way. But, how hard I try it doesn't work. My love for Finn is too strong. My dad's have already been putting me on dates, the girls are pretty but I don't feel that way towards them. I live in a world where gay is straight and straight is gay. Whenever my dad's see a heterosexual they walk the other way or pick another store. I Rachel Berry am heterosexual and this is my story.