Beamer Boy♦ Gawsten
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  • Parts 2
  • Time <5 mins
Ongoing, First published Jan 15, 2020
Awsten was aesthetically pleasing trans boy just trying to get by in his small conservative school; he did theater and wrote love poems, seeimingly harmless. Geoff was just the opposite, he always smelled of weed, never washed his hair and really didn't care about anything; his grades slipped along with his moods and all he seemed to do was get high. Geoff and Awsten weren't friends, they didn't even talk, or so everyone thought. What happens when a video of the local drug dealer throwing punches for the local faggot spreads?
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