MY TRAGIC LIFE

I AM AFRAID. I am afraid of my dad. I am afraid he will hurt me. I am afraid he will ruin myblife. I am strong but sometimes I cry and can't stop sometimes I need that one person to tell me I look good or say it's gonna be ok or someone just to cry with. I need to focus on what's important and how I'm gonna fix this. How in the end everything will be ok. But j can't the instilling fear that something will go wrong, all the fake worries my mind puts in my mind they scare me but protect me from the tramatic things I don't like to remeber. All the worries I have that annoy people it's really a cover up for the emotional scars that my dad left . It's the empty spot in my life of needing a good father. It's the love I want and need. It's what has been missing and something hard to find . I'm missing what most girls have and ones like me want a father who is there and doesn't make you fail. This is a shout out to all the girls and boys out there with abusive father's.