On the Rooftop~My R
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Last published Thu, Jan 16, 2020
This is based on a music video on YouTube, I'll be showing it in the each chapter, I just wanted to write this because the video just speaks to me, so I'll just start to explain the story.
Aphmau lost her memory, she randomly woke up in a bed that she thought looked similar, but wasn't sure. After a week she realized she was alone and had no point in living, but she wanted to go on a walk before she ended it all. Then she saw a building. She remembered going downstairs as a little girl to see her parents fighting. Her father was a drunk. Then she remembered highschool... There was a boy that called a stupid potato, he was a jerk. Then college. Everyone called her a whore, hussy, slut. That made her want to end it even more. She couldn't wait to die, so she went into the building that looked familiar... *WARNING* Suicide is involved, if this is a soft subject, DO NOT READ!
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