A walk with God

*****My phase of 6th grade point of view***
It's been a long time since I had a conversation with God, Ive been so worried about other people and things that I've forgotten how important it is to build treasures in heaven and not in earth. Its very hard to keep going straight in a hallway full of sin hauling out your name ,temptation signs forsing you to move to another way without you noticing its not the right place , but could I survive in a place like this? would I run out of faith and loose my way ?
*My 7th grade phase
I'm not that far I see a door , no wait its two extended doors , two fully seen options , but which......which one would I choose ? what could be that one door that leads me to salvation and rejoicement of my soul... where we could all find refuge as we see ourselves in this world....
****8th grade point of view**
which is the right door? what am i
waiting for? or better yet wats awaiting